“I found CB at a time when nothing in my life was making sense. I went through my highest highs and my lowest lows, and I have always found a way to get through them, but this felt different. Spiritually, mentally, emotionally, and physically, I felt completely lost and in the darkness of the unknown. I’ve always been bold and brave enough to embrace change and figure out my next steps, but this time I was completely directionless. I call this phase in my life my ‘spiritual depression,’ and I felt like nobody in my life could even begin to understand what I was going through internally. 

I truly know that I found CB’s Instagram page/podcast through divine alignment (which is another crazy story of its own). But before this time in my life, I had never once heard of or seen anything relating to CB or Cosmic Downloads. From that day onward, I began listening to his podcasts, his teaching, and his voice at any moment I had to myself. He became my best friend during my car rides, and I felt like he was right there sitting next to me on the passenger seat, talking to me. Except he wasn’t…. Up until this point, he didn’t even know I existed. Yet I could feel his presence so deeply in my heart. I felt like he was the only one who could understand me and that every one of his episodes was made specifically, just for me. 

Shortly after, I saw him post a story on Instagram about a 1:1 mentorship program, and I was about to sign up, but I didn’t even know what it would entail, and I was honestly slightly skeptical. So I disregarded it. The last thing I wanted to do is purchase something from online/Instagram when somebody says they are selling a course, meditations, books etc.. because oftentimes they feel disingenuous. Or in the past, when I have purchased something, I start the program, but then never finish it because I lost interest or they never served me in the way I hoped. 

But, internally, I knew I needed a guide. I was going through changes/transitions I couldn’t make sense of, and unknowingly, CB was my anchor into this reality, a source that grounded me without even realizing it. He continued to be my companion in my car rides as I listened to his podcasts, and I just knew I needed more. I was CRAVING for more. I found myself doing deep dives into his YouTube page, listening to every podcast possible, and going on Instagram just to see what he posted for the day. I listened to my gut and just ended up messaging him on instagram letting him know I was interested and curious about his mentorship. And since that day, my life has changed completely. 

Chandresh and Cosmic Download aren’t here to magically fix your problems. Instead, it is here to be your guide, to give you confidence to take the leap of faith into your inner world, and unleash the power that is locked within you. When I joined, I was jumping into the complete unknown. I had no expectations of where this journey would take me, and I had nobody to ask what their journey was like. Which was honestly probably the best for me. Because this journey is going to look different for everyone. Looking back, I realize I had no idea what I was actually signing up for, but somehow I just trusted CB and my intuition and went with it! 

If you are wondering if it is worth the investment, I can wholeheartedly tell you that it 100% is. If it wasn’t, I wouldn’t be here writing this, I wouldn’t have gone to his retreat, and I wouldn’t still be working with him. His whole approach is so gentle and filled with so much love and safety. This is not just some random course or mentorship or gimmick with false promises. Instead, I feel it is something that has brought me back to the true essence of who I am and who I was always meant to be. 

Before you join, just ask if you are diving into this out of desperation/for a quick fix or out of alignment, curiosity, and a deep desire for transformation? 

Enter your journey with curiosity, not desperation. Enter into it not expecting it to be a sprint, but instead a marathon, taking each step at your own pace. And slowly, but surely, your life will unfold exactly as it is supposed to.

Finding CB and working with Chandresh for the entirety of 2025 has been the biggest blessing for me, and I know our journey hasn’t finished here. I can truly call him one of my best friends, my mentor, my safe space, my guide, and someone I look up to on a daily basis. We don’t talk often, but I feel his presence and love every single day. And honestly, those are the best kind of friendships. 

If you have reached the end, then I know you are someone who, from childhood, has always felt they are meant for more. You’ve always thought differently from everyone around you, you’ve internally questioned the expectations and limitations society has put on you, and your life has been “unconventional” in the eyes of others. Maybe you’ve never quite fit in…But you are not a problem to be solved, but instead a mystery to be uncovered. 

I hope this journey brings you to the truth of who you are and that you discover your soul’s unique blueprint. <3”

— Shweta, USA